I guess it was just wishful thinking or hope getting the better of me. Whatever it was, I shouldn't have given in. Boredom requires careful thought, otherwise you'll make mistakes that will be hard not to regret later. And being bored and lonesome is a lethal combination.
But what is beautiful is that phone call from you that surprised me and gave me the goosebumps and the butterflies that had slipped my mind. It might be foolish to give you another chance, when a second was already handed out and stepped on. And I won't, not until I hear the apology my mind and my heart needs, and I won't until I see the effort I need to see to feel okay. Your words are nice, but they mean nothing until an action backs them up. So that is what I am waiting for and I hope you surprise me again and show me you have changed. I am lonely... and I miss you too as much as I try to fight it.
Sometimes life has a funny way of laughing in your face. And all you can do is laugh right back.
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