I should be asleep right now. When I am walking to second period tomorrow, my eyes will be drifting closed and I will bump into someone I don't know on accident and trip over my own feet more than once. I will feel silly and promise myself that tonight, tonight, I shall be in my bed by nine 'o' clock. But it won't happen. It never does.

Today I drove home. I walked into my house and sat down to relax with my book and pointless recorded television shows. I told myself I would work on my projects that are due soon... but I didn't. Instead I was lazy and disappointed myself and got angry over my C in physical education that I really don't deserve. These little things... I am getting tired of being upset by them. It's time to stop.

At least I went shooting today, since I haven't even picked up my camera since Easter. Some nice self portraits. I was pleased. I needed a break and it was really worth it.

I hope I have good dreams tonight.