Sunday, December 7, 2008

I could sleep forever these days

Transformations are all around us, it seems. In the air, in the people we know, in family, in the world... in me, especially. I am suddenly in full control of my emotions. I am suddenly more emotional and expressive than I have ever been in my life. I am suddenly not fearful of letting myself cry. I am suddenly not afraid to let myself be happy. I am suddenly able to really live.



Sometimes I don't remember waking up in the morning so my whole day feels like a dream. A pleasant, warm feeling dream that gives me the weird kind of butterflies. You know, the ones where you aren't sure if they feel good or bad.


I finally found my inspiration again. I didn't like my life when it was lost. My art is flowing freely these days and the happiness of that melts through my veins like it is my own blood.

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