We sit under the oak trees,

And the leaves, they fall on us effortlessly like raindrops. They are full of beauty and a mysterious love that seeps into our bodies. They put smiles on our faces during our saddest of times and let us remember our deep love for each other that is so easy to forget when we are still so young. We walk slowly through our dreams that remind us of the warm sun, eyes closed, hands held. But when we open our eyes...




I am beyond annoyed that you keep haunting me while I sleep. My dreams only include you and your cute face and your contagious laugh. Your promises that you made so long ago spoken in your lovely, velvety voice that I could listen to for hours. Even if I can only do so while unconscious. But I wish things were different between us. I miss you more than is probably healthy... I miss everything about you and the way you made me feel. So adored, so loved, so liked, so wanted. More so than I ever have with anyone else. You cared about me. I haven't felt that way with anyone since you. It hurts more than I can explain.

So. Who are you and who am I and who are we when we are together?

Sometimes life is funny. Actually, life is always funny. Laugh laugh laugh laugh at it all and just... don't take things too seriously. Ha. Blah.

Long drives with snow and pretty skies are enjoyable beyond even... well, I don't know. But they are beautiful.




I am aching...
for you, for me, for everyone...